February 2012
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What I'm thinking: there's nothing there except...
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“Violet’s like, mental-ward, psychopathic-insane, where-as Syndrome’s like,...”
– — Catherine’s description of Synlet. (via synlet-syndrome)
Family Time.
As soon as my soon-to-be step-father gets home, I will once again be forced to sit in the living room with my family, eating a meal I don’t want to eat, and sit there for an hour and pray to God it doesn’t go like it did last night.
I had guitar tonight (where I go with an adult friend of mine and have lessons and play and what not) and I was in a good mood, but then my mom picked me up,...
Just ate a bagel and peanut butter.
Now I don’t get dinner.
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justdrawn replied to your post
Exactly.
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Going to walk my dog again.
I’m so cool.
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So I've come to the conclusion that, on my RP...
It’s awkward, and now that my partner’s boyfriend is stalking her blog, I’m sure it’ll only get her in more “trouble” with him then she already seems to be all the time.
My new favorite rule will be, “Fade to black…”
It has been decided.
I want to leave here.
I want to leave my disgusting, emotionally abusive household. I want to be able to sit with my family and not be called, “emotionally unstable,” or, “emo,” or, “a hermit,” or anything along those lines. I don’t want to have to wear long sleeves every time I go out around people. I don’t want to have to swiftly wipe my tears and act like...
*approaches drug dealer* I'll have 2 cocaines please.
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So Jamie is lovely.
Just saying.
Been a long time sense I met a friend who cared this much ^.^
-dies-
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Hm.
“Starving yourself is not healthy, but will show results. Your metabolism is very smart, but very easy to trick. If you really want to lose weight (body fat) eat breakfast and breakfast ONLY. Have some fresh fruit, bowl of cereal (non sugary kinds), or yogurt. Get out and be active (this doesn’t mean exercise). A daily walk/jog will do the trick. “
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Breakfast only it is....
I'm done.
I don't want to be a RP'er anymore.
I just don’t. I don’t find it fun, really… It’s more stressful then anything. And now it’s all going to become awkward and change and I don’t think it’s worth it, haha.
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Endless Cycle.
Mom: "Have you...you know...-makes cutting motions-"
Me: "God, mom, you don't have to be so vague with me. Spit it out. It's not a problem."
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Therapist: "So why do you cut? Does it help you? When was the last time you did it? What's it feel like? Is it deep? Shallow?"
Me: "... Insensitive... You could at least try to be vague..."
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Forever alone.
Why am I in such a bad mood, shit. I don’t understand it.
